" A Question of Lives"
Impressions of the series 'Carnivale' Oakies scatter in dust drenched trucks, their black skin washed in the crusted remains of yesterday's gruel--life reduced over a flame to thick sauce in cast iron pots, buried on roads unfamiliar. Ben buries his mother's clay soul in dust pockets of memory now thick mulch for winter wheat. Her black snarl of derision for his living gift from healing hands, remains in his brain as a corpse remains on a battlefield waiting to be buried. In California, a migrant lives in pursuit of food shaken from dust on his overalls. In torch-lit black trenches, their children eat rations thick with yesterday's dread but not thick enough to stop bullets. Ben remains locked in dreams of a black bear eating German soldiers buried in ditches. Dried blood is dust on Russian snow. The California lives of Chinese girls are lives enlisted with brothels in towns thick in piety but the suffocating dust coats polished pews. Religion remains, but the whorehouse burns. They bury children in white shrouds and black guilt. The pastor rips off his black collar, climbs in vertebrate boxcars of lives on the bum where young cries are buried in the flame of open campfires thick with silence. The ghosts of Babylon remain with Ben, dancing in the dust. The black blizzard marches in thick waves of composted life, the clay that remains is dead memory no longer buried in dust.
© 2003 Steve Williams
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